I was off the syst for a long time- am back now and actually looking for someone who is very strict and experienced. My genersl search is simolar with the difference that I definitely need to be made to subm

This very submissive (in this erotic framework) female, who has been called "rubinesque" is looking to continue her training with a specific focus: to be disciplined in "fitness training" with bdsm rewards and punishment "training techniques." I am not looking to go on cam or chat. I am looking to meet in person - in public place, no strings attached first. If, at the time, we decide to go ahead and play...and it's a time when i can actually stay....then i am willing to actually submit immediately to a thorough inspection. This is a very thrilling way to conitnue weight loss, get healthier and have fun at the same time. I have come down from a near 22 to 18 and now wish to go a little further to 16...near 15/14. I have never been with more than one person at a time...although have been spanked by many and have been used as a card table for a group of guests playing cards....but not penetrated by more than one, nor being taken by a woman. I have an affinity for Black Gentlemen...but it is not something that would necessarily hold me back from playing. I have very little time to play, actually, so am taking more time on this end...on the search. This is not about a "quick fuck and roll in bed"... I truly love to experience domination in this erotic framework...and even like the humiliation - if needed...some "rough" perhaps "kidnap" play...but all in good , safe, consensual fun! I love to laugh, see the glass as half full, and know that every day is the first day of the rest of my life...well, sometimes I have to narrow it down to every hour or even minute...in the more difficult times....lol!!