I'm married and have fantasized about black men for about 20 years now. My husband does not know I'm here and does not know abut my interest. I know my husband would not approve, and my sex life with him is now absent. He is 20 years my senior, and I love him with all my heart and don't care to hurt him by telling him about this part of my life. I'm searching for a two to three day adventure on my terms. My safety needs to come first, so I ask for your understanding. I'm open to most anything between myself and a single male partner. I love nasty talk in bed and you can expect that from me as well. I would love to try performing oral and maybe anal if you are interested in these. I haven't had sex with anyone except my husband for 25 years, so please be patient with me.