I am excited to be here! I think the best thing for me to do it go to a party. I do not have a significant other in my life but want to give and receive with others. What are your first party experiences like? I have wanted to do this for years and did go to a club many years ago, and left feeling unfulfilled as my partner at the time wasn't really into it and I felt too loyal to his feelings. My feelings about the lifestyle have never changed and life is too short to wait for what you want so what are your first party experiences like and is this really the best way to go for a newbie?