I wrote this for no other reason than to dip my toe in the water. I understand that this site is for couples, women and the occassional genetic stud.  

I was just browsing this site for quite a while with no intention of anthing other than using it as jerk off material.  Thank you to the members for this.

I am married but for the last number years we have been in a sexless marraige, not by choice.  Life is not fair and my wife suffers from a disability.  I love my wife.  She does not know I frequent this site.  She would likely be understanding but I fear it would still cause her much pain.

For the past while I have been satisfying myself with fantasies.   I thought it would be enough but I realize now I lack character and I am not resilient.  I crave skin to skin contact, the hot breath of another, soft touches, passionate kisses, the sounds and hightened awareness that a good dirty hard fuck brings.  I miss getting caught up in the moment.  I crave the smell and taste of sex and most of all the excitement of bringing pleasure to another.

After living vicariously through the pictures, profiles and stories I have read on this site, I realized two things.  I have a desire for a wide range of sexual experiences.  Dogging, pegging, group sex, bi-curios, anal, toys, there are only a few exceptions to my far ranging curiosity.  

Second, I am really attracted to women around my age or older.  I find imperfect and different body shapes and sizes very appealing.  Also sexiness is much more than physical appearence, reading profiles gets the blood flowing faster than pictures.  I am really attracted to women/couples who are confident, but not dominant, know what they want, are willing to go for it and are expressive.  

I am not perfect, I was not cut from stone and I am only packing a 1/2 footer when rock hard (sounds better than a 6 incher but its the same...lol).  Hygiene and health is important and therefore safety too. 

In the end, I am not sure what I am looking for and I am equally not sure I would do anything even if I found it.