I'm a sane, disease free, Bbw woman in my mid 40s looking for an ongoing Master/slave arrangement. I'm ultra submissive/passive in the bedroom and prefers it when the guy is calling the shots.

Specifically, I'm searching for a Dom /slave type of relationship but more. In this age of feminism and so frowned upon by most, I'm the type of woman who secretly gets off on being used as a hole. I really get off on feeling a man putting all of his weight on me as he goes at me hard or gentle, using me as he sees fit, even if it hurts or, while I'm staring up at the ceiling zoning out. Although extreme, I'm for real and looking for the same; there are so many things I want to try and am looking for a like minded person. My experience with BDSM is kind of limited so am looking for someone who can guide me to be the best sub/slave I can be.

You need to be for real, drug and disease free and hung because I want to feel you inside me, stretching me. All other physical attributes aren't that important but personality and the right chemistry is. Also, you need to have an open mind attitude to sex, thrive trying new things, if it's or kinky then even better. Your imagination is the limit.

You must be able to host otherwise don't bother replying. Also, be local (Ottawa area).

I recognize that this is not for just anyone so please think carefully before responding. I have a professional life so discretion is a must.

Send an articulate, response and pictures (if you feel comfortable). I will respond with mine.