I'm an author a musician in fact one of those. I can't stop playing sorry so I'm not easy to  pin down, but you can't kiss complaints away I'd rather sing like a canary in a coal mine and test freedom of speech and tell a story rather than falling asleep in someone's arms so I might be at the center of a band or a conspiracy to end music cause that recording industry is not limitless, At some point some God will stick a cork in the bottle light up all the candles and kiss the world goodnight for good or bad the end of screwing people senseless with no remorse which is what I'm good at if your interested. My girl is Asian quite shy but not really she just hasn't met the right person to become her full self